25/08/23 It’s really hard to properly put into words the affects of grief on your body, mentally, emotionally and physically. Today I feel like I’ve been hit by a bus. I’m so heavy, tired, no energy, I feel like the life has been sucked out of me – and describing it that way isn’t lost on me as I watched Cancer literally suck the life out of Dan, until he had no life left. It’s brutal, and the sad fact is that NO-ONE will understand fully, unless they have lost a spouse in their 30’s with young kids, it’s just a fact.
There’s no such thing as “normal”. We go with what feels right and at the moment thats shifting for you. Slow living is not yet widely embraced, but it is coming ✌🏻