Your Intuition will lead you to what you desire or to a lesson you need to learn for your growth
28/3/24
Ever since a kid pushed Dylan over his behaviour has switched, he’s gone back to separation anxiety, started being “silly” in class, using swear words etc and it’s causing me so much stress. I just want my little boy to be happy and enjoy school, but it’s been one thing after another in such a short time there. I’ve had meetings and trying to find the best ways to support him at school. I’ve managed to find out from him a few things, basically he’s very overstimulated and overwhelmed by the noise in the classrooms and outside at playtime, and is being impacted by being exposed to so many kids different behaviours, which honestly fucks me off because there are some feral fucking kids, hitting, spitting, violence, swearing, calling him ugly and then he asks me what ugly means and i’m like cool, term one, 5 years old and now my sons gonna develop a shitty body image already. School is a fucking cesspit. It is where so many bad behaviours and mindsets are learned. It’s where you get labeled and start to feel shame about yourself, its so fucked up. But I don’t feel like I have a choice, I can’t homeschool and it’s the only school he’s zoned for. This kid that pushed him i’ve figured out he is actually picking on Dylan, he’s threatening him daily it seems, “don’t do anything or i’ll chase you” etc and I have had enough. So yesterday he pointed the kid out to the DP and she talked to him and his teachers etc, and I hope it stops now, because he was clearly feeling Anxious AND fearful at school, particularly connect times. I am hoping this kid leaves my boy alone and then his “silly” behaviour should calm down too. We are working on the overstimulation as well and he’s getting to know his teacher more too. I went to pick him up yesterday and he was making me a card, he wrote in it “to Mummy, I love you, from Dylan” and I got all choked up. So special. So right now, the grief isn’t whats causing Dylan issues, its school. I really fucking hope it improves cos its super stressful, if this kid doesn’t leave him aloe I’m going the fuck down there and I’m having a word with him myself – I don’t care if I’m not supposed to.
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