Who the fuck wants to be a miserable complaining, helpless victim? Not me!

18/10/23

I realise I complain a lot on here, because this is a safe place for me to get all my feelings and emotions out of my body and mind, and THEN I also share the process after that, of picking myself back up and growing, Evolving, healing, finding joy etc I have a deeply ingrained victim Mindset and I’m ok to admit that, Ego is a sneaky beast. But, I know that I am more powerful than my ego will ever be, it takes a LONG time, but I can already see how far I’ve come even in the almost 4 months since Dan has passed. I spend less and less time complaining and being the victim, I pick myself back up quicker and quicker, my mood shifts quicker, I feel lighter and happier quicker, and that all goes a LONG way in life – because who the fuck wants to be a miserable complaining, helpless victim? Not me! I want, and I goddam WILL be a empowered, liberated, joy finding, powerful alchemist, able to shift my mood, lift my vibration and therefore also shift the results I am seeing in my life, the people and experiences, and the relationship I have in my own body and mind. I am at the point where I feel so miserable in the darkness of life, that I want to just acknowledge it, do what I gotta do and move the fuck on to the more balanced state of feeling empowered that I am choosing my reality. I choose how I react and show up to life’s challenges, and I personally, choose to do so in a way that actually makes me feel ALIVE, good, aligned, AUTHENTIC. I do it in a way where I grow, evolve and upgrade. I feel light, expansive, free. I feel excited for the epic future I’m going to create for my babies and I.