While I feel such a mess, I'm very proud of myself

6/7/23

I looked at Dan’s phone yesterday. One of the tabs he had open was for a beautiful ring. Fuck I cried. We never got to get engaged or married, and seeing that he was looking at rings, my fucking heart man, It breaks again. Grieving for him, for our lost love, for our lost life together we never get to have, for it all. So. Much. Grief.