Weirdest Christmas Ever
24/12/22
Its Christmas eve, wtaf. It so does not feel like Christmas. This week has been horrific really. Culminating in Dan And I having a huge meltdown in front of the kids on Thursday afternoon. Dan has been in immense pain since his laparoscopy And it is only just starting to SLIGHTLY be better. We didn’t expect the recovery to be so rough. We had a great session with out healer Friday, we both chatted with him together then had our energy balanced etc separately, and that cemented a few things, raised our vibration and I feel we became closer. I got a few intuitive downloads I shared in my stories on insta.
We also went to a functional medical centre Wednesday and again, it was so refreshing to be around people who don’t guilt or fear you into things, they are just there to help, they share their knowledge and what they’ve seen work, but the ball is always in your court. He did a live blood analysis and Dans blood looks pretty good, which is good, he also did this other test which I don’t know much about, but it was comprehensive in its results, physical, mental and emotional things came up, he sent it to Dan and Dan’s been writing down the things that were out of balance and resonated with him to address. He did a short treatment using a bioptron machine and it reduced his pain slightly at that time. He gave us some supplement things and we may touch base again in the new year to perhaps see what the next steps would be and go over the results of the test more.
We’ve just been trying to go really slow, its still an adjustment for me to be doing literally everything with the kids and house and look after Dan, its so fucking overwhelming. I asked for help on my support crew page to catchup on housework, but no one was free, i’m struggling with the lack of in person, physical support. We’re really only getting help from mum and dad, and of course they cant help us everyday. I guess you find out who gives a fuck when something like this happens, as sad as that is. Only two of my friends have been to see me, the other people that have helped have been strangers, Instagram followers! Or people i’ve met like once. Crazy!
The kids are fucking insane, and they’ve both had a virus this week, thankfully they both were just hot for a day but Dylan’s broken out in what I think is a post viral rash, but he’s his normal self. They just get up at 5am everyday and its GO and relentless, and my god, its full on. I just have to go so SLOW and so does Dan, our nervous systems need as little stress as possible. We also had a friend of Dan’s hook us up with a kangen water filter for 5 weeks! So far i’m loving it and I think we may invest in one, cos after all, we’re 70% water and we drinks tons of water everyday, cook with water – it makes sense its quality. I need to research more on what else it can do as there’s tons of uses apparently.
I just got off the phone with a fasting expert, so will fill Dan in on that as he’s resting. Back to wrangle the kids and eat some yummy food, then home to get the kids to bed and wrap ALL the bloody presents lol.