This is why people die....
9/12/22
We went to see the oncologist yesterday, waited half an hour then had a depressing meeting that wasn’t anything new, a total waste of time! He said if the scans Dan does next week show the Cancer has spread “the prognosis is poor” THIS IS WHY PEOPLE DIE – BECAUSE SOMEONE IS TELLING THEM THEY WILL! Luckily we both thought FUCK THAT SHIT and went back to being high vibe as soon as we left the hospital, knowing WE are in control, we are surrounding ourselves with survivors and thriver’s of Cancer, no one gets to put a time limit and date on our life.
It's interesting because on the outside Dan doesn’t look sick, and you wouldn’t know hes got Cancer unless hes doubled over in pain, but we’re managing it ok at the moment thankfully.
I finally had a moment to myself today to see my healer which was nice, I was told about a fresh water spring, so my mission in the weekend is to get two 20l containers and fill them up at this spring – no more chlorine and fluoride water for us! Except when we shower and bath I guess.
I am trusting my body with this juice fast and today I had a smoothie, I did feel a little bloated after, so I’m going to try different combinations to see what might be causing, while continuing with the juices. I want to really start from scratch and figure out what foods are causing my bloating. Dan is enjoying the fast and is on day 6 for him!
Next week is jam packed, Dan has an appointment everyday for alternative therapy and weds-fri tests and appointments at hospital. We are still chasing winz for help with childcare – over two hours on the phone today and more paperwork to fill out, somehow get a letter from our GP with exactly what they want on it and send it back to wait and see what they can do.
There’s so much to do in these early stages, while trying to rest and obviously parent, which is 24/7. I’m trying to take it slow and be mindful, be conscious of how I’m feeling and not push myself or create stress.
For months id been getting the intuitive nudge to slow down and I had been slowly, yet the universe obviously decided we needed to be at a standstill! I cant help but wonder how this experience will shape our lives and business going forward, as I can only see Dan and myself getting more passionate about Health and Wellness.
Now off to pick the kids up, and basically just parent all weekend, not much time for anything else!