There are no rules and I can shift and change how I show up and do life

4/3/24

Another weekend down, I like to do as little possible Mondays to just calm my nervous system back down after a weekend of relentless parenting with no support and a very overstimulated and overwhelmed brain. There was a kids day event yesterday and my friend Will (who was a friend of Dans) joined me as I get so anxious taking the kids to big events by myself as its so hard to keep an eye on both of them and Dylan wants to do bigger kid stuff and Alyssa can’t. As soon as we got there we had to split up because Dylan wanted to go on this giant bouncy castle that was way to big and advanced and crowded with rowdy older kids. It was hot, noisy, crowded and just way to much for me, I don’t know how I lasted 2 hours there but then I had to drive the kids to sleep for a bit so I could have some silence, the things you gotta do to just survive.