20/6/23
*TW death (not in any detail graphically) This has gotta be the hardest thing i’ve ever had to write, but I know I need to process my feelings and emotions and get them out of my body.
At 251pm Tuesday 20th June, Daniel Morbey, My Partner of 7 years, my best friend, my world travel buddy my vegan eating pal, my partner in crime, and loving father of Alyssa and Dylan passed away held by me and his Father.
I can’t even wrap my brain around all of this yet, it feels like i’m living a dream, it’s not real, my brain is so heavy with grief I cannot even explain to you how it feels, I simply cannot put it into words. Having to watch the man I love, who I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with, who I am supposed to be raising children with – die. Its simply unfathomable. Yet here I am and I somehow have to pick myself up and continue on. But, goddam it will I do it MY authentic way, in MY time.
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