May you follow what feels right for you and try new things with an open heart and mind

26/7/23

I came on here to share my past life session experience with you, but I happened to go on my personal Facebook as I was going to share a story, the first post that pops up was a friend that Dan and I both knew, she’s been battling cancer (breast, brain) for over 6 years and she just got the all clear that she is CANCER FREE. This is where as a human it’s important for me to be REAL, because I am sure if you were in my position you’d feel the same way. I am fucking happy for her, I am so stoked she is cancer free and free of that horrible disease, but fuck I am also so devastated that I am reminded yet again that Dan got Cancer, suffered for 7 months then was gone forever.

I go right back to how unexplainable it is, how there’s never a rhyme or reason to this shit, how we’ll never know why some people survive and others don’t why some people live longer with it, and others (like Dan) go super fast. There will never be a suitable explanation for why people who treat their bodies and minds horrifically never get sick and others (like Dan) who were working on health, mind, body and soul just get hit HARD and well, die. The duality of being happy for someone and fucking gutted for myself and my kids and Dans Family. So, I need a moment to breathe through these big feelings, and i wanted to be candid with you.