It's such a nuanced & Fucked Situation

9/6/23

I’ve had so many people say to me this week “I don’t know what to say” and I understand. I wouldn’t either.  I don’t. I don’t know what to do most of the time, I just try and go slow and take each moment at a time and ask myself, ok what feels right to do right now, in this moment.

I am living my worst nightmare – watching the man I love, that I was supposed to live the rest of my life with, the Father of my two children, die. Fade away. Go from energetic, happy, funny, loving, kind, healthy to a shell of himself, barely able to talk for long.