Its messy, but that’s life right?

3/4/24

I have shared on social media that I have met someone, it was fucking vulnerable & scary to do so, because I am still in shock that I have found such an amazing guy so quickly, literally the second guy I went on a date with. However speaking to a friend, we are also not surprised. When you go DEEP, when you are SO open and honest with yourself and the universe, shit happens – FAST. There is clarity and knowingness, there’s no confusion, no mud, no time needed to get clear, there was no work I needed to do on myself in regards to knowing what I wanted in a man and knowing what I deserved – that shit was SOLID AS FUCK, and I knew I wanted to go into a new relationship being open, honest and clear as fuck with HIM about what I wanted, and we have both done that, which means things have travelled a lot faster than if we were all shy and just not saying what we wanted, not being open and honest, we’ve gotten it all out and continue to openly communicate which is so refreshing and bloody sexy not gonna lie haha. So this whole “manifestation” buzzword and the whole “quantum leaping” well it’s true because I am experiencing it, however I have YEARS of working on my shit behind me friends, YEARS. And I have reached a point where I am not willing to budge a fucking cm on what matters to me, on my core values, I can’t and I won’t and I won’t need to for the right man and I knew that, so I was willing to be very patient. But we both knew what we wanted so the universe bought us together, shit was clear, yes there are totally differences but they are all surface level shit. So I am living proof that you can collapse time or “quantum leap” but you HAVE to do the inner work, you need that CLARITY of what you desire, not even an inch of wishy washy unsure-ness, 100% fucking CLEAR, then you gotta let the fuck go and be YOU while living your life, and TRUST and KNOW that what you desire WILL happen but the timing is fully not in your control baby. Can you do that? I’d love to hear from you about where you are at on this – because we all have desires whether it be personal, a relationship, career etc but we live in a society with NO fucking patience and people getting caught up in others peoples shit, not focusing on their own.