Allowing you all to witness me in my deepest and darkest pain is NOT easy, but it feels like the right thing to do.

5/9/23

I understand why some Widows choose to end their life. I’m not being dramatic, I truly understand. I could never, EVER do that to my kids (or Family & Friends cos I wouldn’t want them to feel the pain I do right now), but I won’t lie and say the thought of not being here sometimes sounds easier than dealing with my life, or what’s left of it.